毗邻住：朱彼领 Billing Zhu : December 2008

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

a night of peace and turbulence.

its a cozy day, first, i enjoyed western music, esp. sarah Brightman's song so immersely. they r from service of google China. second, i gotanother bonus since the day before yesterday from my long time employer, QRRS, its a box of milk mixture drink, which i hope can let my baby son, warren zhu, the God of the universe, more happier. the other stuff also not bad, i enjoyed reading 2 longthy article about a game, and embeded system programming. the later related to the secret of universe, which attacted me so much, that all system embeded in a larger hosting system, and so on forever, until God, i should added. and the embedded system always left something unknow itself to be used by hosting system. that's really a nice article, since my subscribed the blog, i first time settled to scan into its deepth.

today also a looming day for me. at noon when i remit to support my mother in my hometown her living spense, a cop stood close aside me. on the way home, a car from the crossing way challenged me and followed me after i pushed my way home before it. on the corridor of ema's house, i saw lots of notice likely from police that recent some strange persons frequent the residential building, on the wall of each floor. in the night baby asked to play a lot shooting and wars. he also complained a teacher under family name of lan, in English means blue, which i always hated, upset him and let him loathed to join the kindergarten. he lately left the pc and now i reported to u, God, u sees the conspire and cut the sticky necks without mercy.

its a auspicious night, esp. the snow last night. God, u don't see blood, u see the clear of sky and clean of earth in ur kingdom ur son to reclaim. that's nothing surer than it.

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盲言之芒岩
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨里低低沉吼

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Monday, December 29, 2008

fruitful Monday morning

retouched logo of be21zh.org ;
adding logo of forum onto the fourm's footer;
post about my problem with blog export with blogger.com, likely due to China surveillance blocking;
post my problem with adding google friend connect to my GAE;
post errs of exporting my feedburner feeds on its google group, which likely due to China surveillance;
started to burn feeds from my GAE( google app engine), subscribed them within my google reader.
post 2 blog entries, including this one, which just after lunch.

all of all, it finished within the Monday morning. isn't it a nice morning?
it starts to snow now. so auspicious. no better can it be. last night i read a site from google ads under my adsense account, http://www.lifesgreatestquestion.com , and refreshed. i know its kind of new birth. i knowGod's biz on earth has the largest followers or team. yes, i ready for pals and followers, on the way home to God.

photo above is shot by my shabby cellphone, in the dorm area of QRRS, my long time employer. i lived there for near 10 year before i got married, and the second time 2 years ago after i divorced with my baby's mother. its a place of insane now.

Friday, December 26, 2008

a logo for my forum newly setup, including google ads.

today likely really finished final retouch into the 2 web app for my google app engine, a forum (at http://app21zh.appspot.com or http://forum.be21zh.org ) and a guestbook (at http://bq21zh.appspot.com or http://guestbook.be21zh.org ). the layout tested throughly and don't find err. added google ads under my adsense account this afternoon, by the way i designed a logo for my forum, rainform, which existed first time when i worked for my long time employer, qrrs, about 6 or 7 years ago. then i setup server on my pc and let it served colleagues within the corporate lan. now it finally open for the world, so nice !

the morning since monday, i didn't catch up all my awaiting reading feeds in my google reader. hope i don't miss anything important.

bye.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

finished settlement of my first 2 google app engines.

its a nice day, after all dust down. i finished fine touch and customization of 2 python web apps i selected from google app engine code base, or apps gallery. after two days restlessly wanting to see the fruits of google engine, i this afternoon first see its beautiful face, which really not bad. the day i almost all time sat in front of the legend pc, till satisfied near work time over. then i busy with uploading them to my google app engine accounts, after the office member all left. i also made a simple redirecting page to redirect quite some of my app engines page to my homepage, avoid the absence of ready python app to fit in these app engines to enrich my site.

ok, that's it. i don't regret so many times i obsessed with my site's building, tried all means to let it more meaningful. that's my devotion for my vested kingdom coming from my ancestor.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

a busy day with google app engine&python web apps.

today is a busy day. i continued to claim new google app engine accounts under title of warren&his mom, ema, after found app engine's favorable namespace can be scarce. now i have 40 app engines applications shared among family members. after settled domain mapping and bookmarking, i launched to research python web app the google app engine supports. i search within google code base and selected 3, from note synchronically and site building to forum. testing locally went smoothly, esp. with forum, while upload to google server failed, likely for i was behind lan's proxy. after work time i did it on home pc and the experience of operate on server locally really exciting, just like a breeze. now some of them at service, like forum at http://app21zh.appspot.com/forum or under my domain at http://forum.be21zh.org/forum .
its so nice to build site with full control of ur own. i liked script even i uncapable of mastering the full scope of programming speciality. i sure my site with the aid of google day by day grows.

that's my day and life so far.

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

bookmarks daily 12/23/2008

Posted from Diigo. The rest of my favorite links are here.

close contact with google app engine first time

last afternoon i tried google new feature, contacts in google apps, then i found i can also add app engine to my google apps. so i launched, and that cost me an hour to settle. i claimed a google app engine and banded with my custom domain, be21zh.org. in the night i in high mood after i returned home, and bragged to ema and our baby son, warren.

this morning i felt thirsty for more app engines, for last night in the process of applying, most of my frequent namespace all occupied. so i launched again for more app engines' id. after one or two hours, now u can see the fruits of my work.

Google Service	title at appspot	custom title under my domain
Google App Engine	warrenzhus \| appspot	http://warrenzhus.be21zh.org
Google App Engine	wzinus \| appspot
Google App Engine	wezhus \| appspot
Google App Engine	zhweus \| appspot
Google App Engine	zhweone \| appspot
Google App Engine	zhusone \| appspot	zhusone \| be21zh.org
Google App Engine	zhueus \| appspot	zhueus \| be21zh.org
Google App Engine	zhieus \| appspot
Google App Engine	zhdajiu \| appspot	zhus \| be21zh.org
Google App Engine	warzeu \| appspot
Google App Engine	warrzh \| appspot
Google App Engine	warizeu \| appspot	warizeu \| be21zh.org
Google App Engine	warozh \| appspot

Monday, December 22, 2008

a busy weekends with lots of gaming and playing.

past weeking with too much joy. in the weekends baby played lots of pc games. i catered to him and let baby with lots of funs. yesterday his mother brought him to join a baby play yard in a supermarktet. the facility is quite new&innovative, so attracted lots of parents with their babies. baby lingered there for more than 3 hours, till he bumped onto a hard object and cried. we lunched with feature snacks from northwestern China, served within the supermarket. then baby&me slept for 2 hours, while ema tutored at home. baby soon watched baby dvds after woke up, and the night was peaceful and harmonious.

this morning i felt frustrated with a nightmare. i dreamed i missing my beauties and refused compromise, then i seemingly lost all my support and left isolated, i later had to sleep on a bed with a dwarf. just at the moment i really left my pillar my baby son, warren zhu, gradually took and slept on bare bed, and returned to dream. the feeling of unfavorable with God let me unease, and felt frustrated. in the morning i felt very sleepy, while ema again got up early and chatter with her mom arrived. baby almost in dream told his mom he dislike to join kindergarten today.

that's my poor dawn. now the sunshine likely bright outside of the window, even the curtain in office heavily blocked it. i hope i didn't miss anything i need care. i forever line up with God.

Friday, December 19, 2008

the 4th snow in Qiqihar, China, God blesses.

its just too perfect, dad, my God, u let me wilder in joy with my first google adsense account last afternoon, and now the 4th snow in Qiqihar, the northeastern corner of China i lingered for near 20 years, scattered everywhere. the sun still in near mid sky, while the tender snowflake gradually paves the sky, and the atmosphere, left the almost cleaned snow ground again covered with white. dad, its too perfect, nothing can compare with the deed u made.

this morning again a busy time for me. wordpress, on which i want to add my adsense ads, being blocked by China surveillanc, only let u logon to base site at http://wordrpess.com , while u can't comply any operation on ur blog hosted on the respectable platform. i never in rush with it, i see the result i want just too soon. then i migrated my publish channels' feeds from old feedburner account to my new adsense account in junction with new feedburner under google, with all my favorite namespace. again just too good with google.

this morning i especially at leisure, in Tuesday i finished most awaiting reading feeds. this afternoon before the coming weekend also likely will witness my reading leisurely, seeing all dust down and my online studio neat and ready. that's my life, my blessed living zone under God's shine.

God shown me the way

last night i busy with adding my adsense onto warren&be21zh's google knol till 10:20pm. on bed i again a bit sleeplessly. in the mud almost unconsciously, when i focus reviewing my kid brother, God, my dad, u again clearest show my ur way. u clearest shown me all the truth i peeked, and incomparable conformed me i was the gifted, the chosen, the Son. God, i know i don't miss anything i own, or i need, and don't miss any holy message i want to know.

God, i now in a circumstance where most common people or evils don't in belief, or even constantly profaned the spirit in me. i fight any time and any way, i look forward to full integrate with u, in one spirit, in the utmost determination. but, God, i don't complain, i here just a process to experience the suffering and the business of my ancestor with glory.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

dad, its ur best gift for me now, adsense account!

its so nice to have an adsense account, and right now i own one! after 3 or 4 round of exchanging email about verifying my ownership over my domain against China surveillance blocking my domain, i finally got my google adsense account near the end of work time. nothing can compare with the feeling of complement at the moment when i received the email and swiftily activated it. i worked in office till 7pm to finish first step setup on my google blogger's blogs, and my google knol. later when i attempted to add adsense to more sites of mine, the Internet within lan down, and i had to left. after dinner and accompanying baby playing some pc games for some time, i launched again, trying to add ads to my wordpress blogs, but China surveillance heavily blocking, resulting lagging returning pages. my homepage at registrar, http://be21zh.org , and on google page creator, http://www.be21zh.org , all inaccessible now, even via proxies i tried a lot. dog really hurt, maybe.

with the adsense account, i felt i was a real content provider. i now live with cyberspace and will on cyberspace. i love google's service so much, its just too beautiful.

today is the second years since my grand dad, my God, left me, exactly. i prayed for the adsense account in afternoon when i wrote a blog for my dad's memorial day, and i at once got it. dad, i never demand u offer all what i want, but u never fail me.

its a wonderful day, since last night i felt sleeplessly. i got all i want, except the kingdom of my dad in view. i never miss anything i owns. i will pick u, surely,my best beloved.

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dad, u left us exactly two years today

these days i busy with site building as usual. last night i felt a bit sleeplessly for i too anxious about coming google adsense account. this morning i continued to fine touch my homepage on google page creator, adding google friend connect and modifying layout, correcting forms' errs. dog in China surveillance blocked my domain since yesterday, for they hate and terrified by our sight over the world. i determined to get my adsense account, expanding our means to penetrating the world of our sight and message for the bright and in Chinese, Ming Dynasty. i had waited for the messaging method for months.

this noon, after our grandson's mother left at her house, i checked my cellphone and found its ur memorial day. grand Dad, i didn't attend ur funeral ceremony, but God let me pick ur land, and ur kingdom from outside of 2 thousand miles, in this northeastern corner of China. i do enjoy the task u left me, and engaged with it all my life. dad, where can i find u again? those golder years when u attending my growth? dad, i cared my baby like attending u, i took the world onto him just like u attending me aside forever, rid the need of phisically. dad, my God, i forever attending u, forever listen to u, that's my vow in front of God last year when i in crisis. God, u know, and u forever know.

Monday, December 08, 2008

bright sunny morning after blizzard

last 3 day almost means hell for me. i saw lots of omens about mafia and the insane in China authority exerting sufferings onto my beloved, in which situation i encountered several times when i was in panic and dumb and each time broke my heart and forced me into asylum. however now with even strong link with God, i know that's illusion cult persons manipulated. God never fails me, and never fails the appeal of his beloved and all plight just a setting by God to see u r led to the brighter. i know i am exactly the brightness and i can rid my beloved agony with my vision. i know all my beloved in their happiness and live without anxious, all of them, including myself, forever with their dream out, with the fruits they like in their reach out of the tunnel of blurred interleaved wish list.

sunny day after the 3rd and the most heavy snow in Qiqihar, China since 2008 commenced yesterday. i stayed in peace but omens still haunt me and let me pain. i decided to follow the bright but still i see the wrong love let some persons mad and self-destructive. God sees they r essentially a passing&fading echo in cold invisible universe. they born to suffer and live in scar and in tomb since their birth, like dogs, like hooligan, like cult magician. they doomed to tomb since their birth and die in scars and wound. in any time they just a shadow and shake, anyone can kill them and do kill them.

its a bright sunny morning. the company i worked once now dispatching rice their associated farm grew.i and my baby son live with the grow of my kingdom, so did my arms and my staff, and my people. i live with what my grand father prepared for his offspring and constantly producing and reproducing with the wellbeing God grants. God never let his son and his creators suffer, except the evils, which is exactly a void, just remind human their home in God's shine.

that's my message in history. all my beloved share the fountain of holy and live their way with leisure and harmony, except distress.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

yes, its history, i chose.

yesterday its a cornerstone. the bright morning sunshine turned into snowflake at noon. the Moon sits in the between of 2 stars on night sky. the tv irritated about 800 more years history of Zhou Kingdom. God's message pushed me into wonder since the night before yesterday. i know enemies and cult persons discussed my situation and their viable response. i know God shown me lots of options and evils' bets. i know my most beloved gazing me and some of them begs for my second son. i know some evils in plight in urgency to push me to choose. they seemingly in charges, but they in fact got nothing. my fate in God's set, and i shown all my choice, from then to now. my brain burdened with their reckons and bets to let me gamble. but i from time to time didn't change. i shown my beloved my choice in the past days, and i don't need to blow my head against hot airs from the redden eyes gamblers in the crowd of hopelessly. i live with my God, my grand father. my God. i live in the hope to reunite with my all beloved, for in my kingdom to come i can shelter them and live a happy life with our children with my beloved. that's my message, from then to now.

the coming chill in snowflake really caters to me, for the dirty will around me really need a freeze and tomb to let down them to their destiny. i in need, sometimes the need so strong let me moved, that i miss ur warmth and softness, in ur blossomy face and aromatic hairs, in ur firm caress and ur silver voice. God sees how far i was from u.

bye.

Best regards,
benzrad

benzyrnill, set to fly - do it, make it.
mobile:+8615845661821
skype:benzyrnill
yahoo: benzradi@yahoo.com
icq: 134279664
gtalk:dabbog@gmail.com
QQ: 570503557
dabbog@gmail.com

盲言之芒岩
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨里低低沉吼

http://be21zh.org
http://knol.google.com/k/ben-zhu/ben-zhu/fr65rgdtqbpx/1#